It’s surreal….
So much has changed, yet almost nothing has changed.
I don’t feel any different… physically.
And, emotionally, it’s almost like it didn’t happen.
If I just forget, ignore the diagnoses, move on like nothing changed… then maybe nothing will change… ever…..
Unfortunately I know that not to be true.
But I wish it could be.
Yet, I feel is it really that big a deal. It’s such a small thing, caught it early, such a little amount…. will it really affect my life in any way. Do I need to change?
Or is this an opportunity for change?