So many thoughts go through my mind.
Yes I am concerned about the treatment when it comes. How soon, 2 years… 5 years… ???
But other things.
People all want to give you hope, help you.
Diet, alternative medicine, healing energy, specialists….
And I think of how this will change my life… what I thought about what my life will be.
Will this affect me finding a life partner?
What about my sex life?
How will this affect the activities I want to do, sports, travel, etc.?
So much has changed….