I have realized that I need to come to a balance between Acceptance and Manifestation.
At one point in my life it was more about desire, about drive, determination, goals.
Then over the last couple years as my life was turned upside down, I came to accept my new reality.
Acceptance is something new for me……
Some of the things that were embedded deep within me were changing, how my life would unfold, what was important to me. This took a lot of personal work to accept.
It is still a work in progress. I admit I still have days where I don’t know where my life is heading. Even where it should be heading.
I tried to do the old thing. Tried to follow old patterns. Set goals! Dig Deep, work hard… work my way through it.
But the old pattern… it does not work anymore…..
And I am beginning to accept life as it comes. Live in the present. Enjoy the moment. Take what comes.
At the same time, I am learning more about Manifestation. Not forced, but natural.
Yes… Law of attraction is part of it, but Manifestation goes much deeper than that.
It has to do, I believe, with your whole psyche, with not only your mental attitude, but also your spiritual and emotional. Even your subconscious desires.
Manifestation is not completely controllable. It has factors that none of us can totally understand.
As I sit here today, I realize I need to continue to accept my life, and to be happy with my life. That is something I work at every day. I believe we all need to work at being happy. We need to – like a friend is doing – say to ourselves, “I am Cheerful”. Positive reinforcement is vital.
But I also believe that I need to work on the manifestation side of my life. Dig a little deeper into what is important to me. Then work towards Manifesting that in this abundant universe.
We can have everything we want. But it won’t come to us if we are not consciously, and even subsconsciously aware of what we truly want.
It is a balance, between Acceptance and Manifestation.